Sunday, November 30, 2008
WTF LAHHHS !!! I LOST $300 ! MY DANCING DE PAY LOST !!!! ...
todayy went LAST DAY OF DANCCING .
TAKE $300 FROM HOYI BEFORE START DANCE + MAKE UP .
OK ... 1st run ... come back to the holding area ... SAW my wallet ... WTF ! $300 GONE !
then i tink .... got ppl want prank mie . maybe they will give me back later ..
THEN END OF THE SHOW . REALLY LOST LERH . I START TO PANICK LE !
$300 ! WALAOOOOS ! FREAK LAAHHH I GO TO ALL THIS JUST FOR THE MONEY AND IT IS LOST ?!!?!?!?!??!??!?!?!
BOBIANS .. HEART DAMN PAIN .. WANT CRY BUY CANNOT CRY ...
then everyone fork out $10 each and hoyi fork out $40 . now i have $150 .
i must thanks all of them . arbo i wont even have a single cents ...
so shagg arh .... then the botak bo0n teck bring us go pub . we at the pub . order alot alot of fo0dd lahh ! and alcohol !!
tar with brothers , heng and shan ...
the bo0n teck treat . we drinked ... Lime Vodka * absoulute de .
then i see the menu .. sawed a alcohol name Cosmopolitan !
LOLS I WANN TRY . JIU ORDER .. its really niceee lorhh ! the cosmopolitan drink hahaaas .
spells the same as my maple guildd ...
then cab home and blog this ... haishhs ..
$300 fly .... forget it .... THE FCUKER WHO STEAL MY MONEY , FAMILY 18 GENERATION DIE . MOTHER AND FATHER KHEONG KAN FAR FARR !
I WANT BACK MY MONEY !! T-T !!!!
I WANN BUY ALOT ALOT THINGS ! CLOTHES ! ETC !!!
SOBS !!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
xsame same same .. went to singapore river again .
TOMOROW LAST DAY LE ! after TOMOROW ! $300 TAKE INTO POCKET !
$100 give parents .. $200 i spend myself . hahaas ...
`something is bothering miie hais .... dunnoe how to say ...
everyone seems starting to dao me in maple lerh . forget it . dunwan say this ...
i want to be honest but i cant.... its very embarassing that i am sososo .......... * RAWR*
okok . i wanna post this song de lyrics which is playing in my blog now....
等待我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变 what can i do
重新再来一遍 just give me change
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能放手
但你说爱
i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i 我不能只是be your friend
i just can't be your friend
o no 不能做普通朋友
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i really dont know shall i continue to sms you anot ...
waiting u play back mapleee . always ! =)
Friday, November 28, 2008
Today went out of house at 4.30pm ....
brought laptop to victoria theater . blablablah and bla .. reach thereee saw alot alot of make up artist . LOLS , then found out they are here to help us to make up de ... sit down there . the make up artist make up on me damn long . about 30minute like that ! ta ma de ! i sit untill my ass pain lorh ! hahas ! the eyeliner keep making my eyes damn ticklish and watery . want to rub cannot rub . bobiann ... than after that jiu wear costume prepare for the 1st run liao lerhhs .
here's a pic me and kenny after make up !
*blablabla ppl lo0k nerd sometime like me !*
* 1st round performance blablablaahhh . and it ended . went back victoria theater .
the botak a.k.a boon teck . i think the organiser of the event . he shouted , CONGRATS EVERYBODY TODAY WAS A GOOD RUN .*think to myself that today do one round can go home le yeahh ! * but suddenly he say ... you have to do another round as tomorow will be the actual performance dayy . blablablahhs . bobiann must do 2nd round . after that very tiredd ... heng ar ! ah ho come drive lorry fetch us go home . i went to 700 + with henqq , shan , sebas , kenny , and ah yonq . reach 700+ went to 744 eat ...
`Somethink bad has happened in 7oo+ ...
Elephant now more and more cb lerh , now she want vent all her anger on us . she wan give us all die . including big sebast , wai hei , bendedict they all . this has nth to do with them lorh . guess wad bastard thing she did ... she call police to come and catch them , ALL OF THEM KENA SCREEN . THEY HAVE CHIONG CIGG AND SINGAPORE CIGG ... wtf sial ! this happen in this one week . their cigg were all been broken up and threw into the dustbin . SOME CIGG STILL NEW DE HAVEN OPEN . heng the police let them go ... this c'b elephant , getting more and more fucked up . hais ...
this is not you all de fault lorh . its becos of us . cos we go and whack elephant de son ..
sorry to you all ...
`what am i thinking about ?
i go alot alot of question to ask . issit possible that people from playing maplee , make friends , then maple relationship cann go into a RL relationship ? i dunknow why i have been feeling this way ... i feel damnn .. haiya , the feeling dunknow how to express ... its impossible .. but why it has to be me to make it possibleees ?
xiia0piink ar , recently you so busy lorh , i message euu , euu also nvr reply de . but its ohkayy bahhs , if you are really busy . just know ask u peii mii sms .. euu saidd that euu dunwan ur prepaid money to used up fast . i want buy for you prepaid card , ue said no ... why sial ? walaooos . i dunnoe lahhs , am i bothering you anot ? seriously ... i dunknow am i bothering you anot . SHAG ARRRR !
DONT WISH TO CONTINUE WRITING LE . BECAUSE .... PEOPLE WILL SAY I AM SIAO AND SENTIMENTAL ....
Thursday, November 27, 2008
blahhblahhblahhs . 1st thing ...
CONGRATS r3b1rthmag3s BACK ON HELM at YTD 6.30am
2nd thing ...
CONGRATS THE NEW ARRIVAL OF MY LAPTOP !
=)
3rd thing ... the bad thing of the day ... I WAS WAKEN UP AT 12 NOON ! *RAWR*
i 7.30am then sleep uhhs . but bobianns , house too noisy must wake up . hahaas
later 5pm needa reach singapore river for dance rehearsal againn . blablablablablahhs ..
hmmhmms ... ok lahhs . tomorow then bloqq . lols ...
nth to write lerhhs . xDD
xSiKeWeiAn__xX
*Searching for someone whom i can really give in all & forget her completely slowly ... *
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
blablablas . i'm gonna keep this post short ...
wake up ard 11am . playy comp untill 1pm . sleep untill 2.30pm .
bathhs , changed whiteees to go for my dance rehearsal which is at raffles place .
blablablaaas . went bedok cc meet brothers then go together
at raffles , we had lunch at there as it is sponsoredd . LOLs i eat 2 packet =x
then do full run rehearsal 2 times . tomorow still needa go ... tamade . very tiredd . reach home and now blogging . hehes
hmmhmmms , thursday and friday who free go to Singapore River ! cos we'll be performing at thereees ! hahas . its gonna be crowded for suree ! LOLS
lalalahhs . today at bus . -emo-inqq LOLS . took this pic =x
hmms . just now at singapore river ... wonderinqq xiia0piink sayy want come visit me is real de or fake de hahas . i think to myself .. better not c0me find me . cos i will be paiiseii ! hahaaaas
anywayy . nth to write le . go0dniteees everyone and blog ! x3
Sunday, November 23, 2008
went to bedok cc at 2.30pm . cos going for the malay dancee .
later needa go again .. walaoo the place damn far lahhs ! its at woodland !
in Republic Poly . lols ! TODAY GO THERE . THE POLY WAS DAMNN FREAKING BIG SIAL ! SUMMORE GOT 2 FOOD COURT THERE LOLS ! we went into a hall and put our things down .
first thing to do was to try the costume .. i wear the costume like nerd sial ... here's the pic ! xD
BLABLABLAHHS ! SO NERD ... GONGGONG DE !
lalalaaas . the costume lo0ks much nicer then the NDP de merlion . hehes . but the hat , damn iritating . LOLS LOLS . hehes . came back home at around 11pm . jiu playy maple untill now ! 4.15am ! lols !
haishhhs . recently dunknow what the fcuk am i thinking or what . zxzx ...
sometime i asked myself ... is this possiblee anot ? i siao issit ? why i like that de ?
hahaas . really have nth to sayy ...
racked up this SS in my SS folder =)
Got xiia0piink andd miiee ! hahas ! actually ii to0k this SS secretly =X
now i'm damn lonely in maplee ... keep asking xiia0piink c0me back maplee ! hopefully her computer will allow her to download maplee lorhhs . hahas ...
*xiia0bluee waiit you c0me back maple ! * xD
nth to writee LOLS ! find somethink to writeee...
bleahhs . i'm going to sleep ! goodniteee blogs ! everyone !
TAKEKAIIREEES ! xD
xSiKeWeiAn__xX
Friday, November 21, 2008
boredd . today stay at home whole day .
was playing maplesea ! and created a new char ign xSiKeWeiAn .
hahas . trying out the pirate job . lalalaahhhhs .
haishh . i dunknow should i cash my char anot .. if i wanna cash it .. hw much @cash must i top up lehhs ? lols lols . if i were to cash .. i want it to be like this !
hmms ? dunknow nice anot . anybody comment s0me ? hahahaas .
dunknow wadd to write lerhhs hahas . hmmhmms .
xiia0piink a.k.a xiia0xpo0h ! faster come back maple horh ! hahaaas !
LONG JOHN SILVER ! xD
Thursday, November 20, 2008
ARGHHHS . SUCKS LAHHS . I HATE MY FAMILY !
STOP TREATING ME AS A 12 YEARS OLD OR 10 YEARS OLD KIDS DAMMIT !
todayy went to songka againn . actually wanted to go back home at 12.30am de . but becos at songka , play card lose money . then i wan try to win back . so play play play play play untill 4.30am . then found out in the end i lose $18 ....
suddenly my aunty came up to me and ask me go another block cos she wanna talk to me .
while walking . already know i will kena FUCK liao lo . then go there stand there let her scold scold scold ... then she say she want to talk to weixin . say wadd , next time i go out , if i dont reach h0me by the time limit weixin and kimseng must take responsible . wtf sial ?!?!?
where got this kind of things de ? people know le will sure laugh de lorhs . hais . say wadd ...
对他们来？ why dont c0me after me ? y0u all want beat , want scold , just do it to me .
this has nth to do with my brothers and friends .
haishh , was really so shag .. they dun understand me at all i guess .. after getting scolded again and again , beated again and again ... you all dont know what kind of freedom i want ...
really really zhen de hen shag ... there's no one i can share my trouble to ....
I WANT FREEDOM ! REAL FREEDOM ! CAN GO OUT UNTILL WAD TIME I WANT ...
CANN TON WHENEVER I WANT . CANN STAY AT HOME WHENEVER I WANT TOO !
If one day my family really go and find my brothers and friends and held them responsible , i swear i will never ever talk to my family again . so what if u can find them ? beat them up ? scold them ? DO IT TO ME LAH !
then wad ? ground me one week ? this friday songka kiah lehh ... saturday must go malay dance .
still must go talk to weixin they all say must ask me go h0me on the specific time ?!? today jordan and tracia birthday . actually intended to go down de . but really spoilt mood le ...
sua lah . talk to them also no use ... they will just bring up alot of things to say ... eg..
*YOU RETAIN STILL WANT TO GO OUT EVERYDAY*
*EVERYTIME GO OUT ASK FOR ALOT MONEY*
*DONT KNOW HOW TO 自动ISSIT？*
*EVERYTIME COME HOME LATE NEVER SAY EARLIER*
still got alot to say lahhs . HAISHH .
whenn cann i break free from this type of life ?!?!?
dont wish to post le ....
the time now is 6.13am . and i have not slept yet ....
Anyway ... Happy Birthday to Jordan & Triacia . no mood to go down for the celebration . sorry anyway ...
Nights !
xSiKeWeiAn__xX
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
As usual todayy went to bedok . go songka at 705 .
at songka playy card with friend . hahas . i win $1.50 =.=ll
lmaooos .... dunknow what to post lorhs .
blablablaahhhs . then to0k bus 22 go h0me . reach h0me at 12am .
hehees . blablablaaas .
I Find this song very meaningfull lorhhs . kekes .
Lyrics Of The Song ...
望着广场的时钟
你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷
沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥
也算有始有终
祝福有许多种
心痛却尽在不言中
--
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦
爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福
才知道我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数
最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊
慢慢被放逐
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放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿孤不孤独
都别在乎
xSiKeWeiAn__xX
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
nothinqq to write .. just wanna sayy . BLOG IS ...
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hahaaaaaaaaaaas . ohkay ohkayys . i wanna post this lyrics which i converted to english . the song tat is playing on my bloggs !
i post both chinese and english bahhs !
终於疲倦了
[Finally Realise]
我起身关上了灯
[I've Begin To Miss You]
才发现窗外
[Also Had Realise]
午夜变成了清晨
[You're Not Here By My Side]
你的风铃还挂着
[Your Image Is Still Right Here]
何时长满了灰尘
[Cant Bear To Give You Up Now]
就像我的手机
[Just Like My Love For You]
一声都不吭
[Dont Want To End Here]
被睡眠遗忘
[Last Night Cant Sleep Well]
房子看来更黯然
[The Room Looks Even Darker]
慢步到厨房
[When I Think Of You]
隔夜咖啡很冰凉
[I Will Be Very Upset]
还有一小时时光
[There Is Still Hour Left]
决定走到你家楼下
[Decide Walk To Your House Downstair]
多渴望你这时能回到我的身旁
[Hoping That This Moment You Could Come Back To My Side]
*Chorus*
oh baby请原谅我
[Oh Baby Please Forgive Me]
一切都是我的错
[Everything Its All My Fault]
都是我不够成熟
[Its All That I'm Not Mature]
是我执着是我软弱
[Please Forgive Me Its All My Fault]
oh baby请你回头请
[Oh Baby Will You Look Back]
听我说天长地久
[Will You Listen Eternity]
能不能再一次握紧你的手
[Will I Have A Chance To Hold Your Hand Once More]
一切从头来过
[Start All Over Again]
*Phase 2*
你还记得吗
[Do You Remember]
那些回忆的片段
[Those Memories That We Had]
两人的脸庞
[Just The Two Of Us]
阳光下笑得自然
[And Our Natural Laughing]
世界因你而变暖
[The World Changes Just For You]
没有你而变得空旷
[Without You I Have Change Myself]
多渴望你这时能回到我的身旁
[Hoping That This Moment You Could Come Back To My Side]
*Chorus*
oh baby请原谅我
[Oh Baby Please Forgive Me]
一切都是我的错
[Everything Its All My Fault]
都是我不够成熟
[Its All That I'm Not Mature]
是我执着是我软弱
[Please Forgive Me Its All My Fault]
oh baby请你回头请
[Oh Baby Will You Look Back]
听我说天长地久
[Will You Listen Eternity]
能不能再一次握紧你的手
[Will I Have A Chance To Hold Your Hand Once More]
一切从头来过
[Start All Over Again]
知道你很难过
[Just Know That I Regret]
我的心在颤抖
[Regret To Cherish You]
我一砖一瓦
[I Just Want You Back]
为你亲手
[Back To Myside]
打造幸福轮廓
[And To Make You Happy]
*Chorus*
oh baby请原谅我
[Oh Baby Please Forgive Me]
一切都是我的错
[Everything Its All My Fault]
都是我不够成熟
[Its All That I'm Not Mature]
是我执着是我软弱
[Please Forgive Me Its All My Fault]
oh baby请你回头请
[Oh Baby Will You Look Back]
听我说天长地久
[Will You Listen Eternity]
能不能再一次握紧你的手
[Will I Have A Chance To Hold Your Hand Once More]
一切从头来过
[Start All Over Again]
ENJOYYY ! hahas . wriiten based on my own feelinqq ! =)
xSiKeWeiAn__xX
