Simple Boy With Simple Life :D

地点是城市某个角落
时间在午夜时刻
无聊的人常在这里出入
交换一种寂寞
我曾经坐你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说
比争吵更折磨
不如就分手
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净利落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果
还是没结果
又何苦还要继续迁就

我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说
比争吵更折磨
不如就分手
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净利落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果
还是没结果
就彼此放手留下活口
爱的时候说过的承诺
爱过以后就不要强求
从此分手
不必再回头
各自生活
曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火
燃烧过你和我
如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得

放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净利落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果
还是没结果
就彼此放手彼此留下活口

我选择了沉默。。。

Is it so easy to start afresh ?
Being back fling , isn't that a good decision ? Let's just take it that I AM the ONE who request to go back fling and you agreed on the day . In this way , i wont have to be angry over the things that you did . You wont have to listen to me , wont have to consult anything to me before you do anything . Your friend is right , i've NO rights to control you . The pass things that i've said , the things that you said , we both did not do it . It's not about giving in or what , noones know how i feel . Even i talk to my closest friend's also cant .

You wanted me to give in ... How many chances have i gave you already ? You think i'm not cenqxim too ? People thinks that you're all right . Nobody trys standing in my stand and understand .

Spitting me off , if you know that all these is gonna happen , why did you do it then ? Dint i say before also , `from now onwards everything you said i will take it seriously ? ` No point crying over splilt milk . Yes, i'm really tired , i dont wanna get attitude nor get scolded / shouted by you . Not everyone is perfect , you always like to compare the past to now . i really dont know why .

I neglected you ? if you say so , then so be it . i neglected you ! you go out with guys and all this i already kept quiet , i neglect you yes . Dint i allow you to do many things when we were together ? clubbing , pub , all these . So if you can complain to your friend and my friend , why cant i complain too ? actually not say complain , i just want someone to talk to . I gave my number to a girl , so you're telling me you nvr gave your number to a guy before ? What do you want me to do ? You cried , then each time you go out with guy / sms a guy , must i cry also ? I told you that i dont care for eternity , i only care that you were once with me on this relationship path . If you think that i'm a hongster , i hope that you'll stay away from me ...

To Yuanting's FRIEND .

There are alot of things which you may not know , in the 1st place , i said that if she did not listen to me again then we'll go back to fling in this way i wont have to be angry with myself . She said no . Okay nvm , then the other day i disturbed her , she suddenly say wanna go back fling . I control her too much maybe ? Okay whatever is it . All this nvm .

Since when i say she flirt ? Ok lo , i have no right to control her mah . BTW , GO BACK FLING LIAO , ASK HER , DID I EVER CONTROL HER ? PLS GET THE FACTS RIGHT BEFORE SAYING . well if i ask who she was with , she can choose not to tell me . She dont tell me i also LAN LAN mah . Ask why i dont bother so much ? OKAY , I WONT BOTHER . We two quarrel , go your business anot ?

So now , you wanna say promises ? you think i not cenq xim also ? in what way did i treat her like her EX-bfs ? SINCE WHEN THE FCUK DID I PROMISE THAT I WILL LOVE HER FOREVER ?

Why cant i tell my friends around me then ? did i control her now ? i gave back to her all her freedom dint i ? so why must i make my ownself angry if she do something wrong outside when we're together ? who wanna find gf to make ownself angry ? my friends cannot comment about the two of us ? so what makes you think that you can comment about the two of us ?

把爱的自由还给你

Its been long since i post le bah . I feel so fuck-ed up with myself . I'm so useless ...

你们所谓的兄弟。。。
Its only one matter , everything change-ed . I feel like as if you all no longer treat me as a brother .
That's what i feel only , i really feel very sad . Nvm bah , 走一步算一步吧。。。

我把爱的自由还给你。
如果这是你真的想要的选择。
可能是我关了你太多，我也搞不懂，为什么你就是不会听。
你说了那句话，我真的很伤心。
难道是我对你承诺了太多？还是我原本给的就不够？
我不愿放弃，却还要故意默默允许。
难道我没跟随你的感受吗？对不起，也许都是我的错。
如果这时你的决定，我会接受。。。
还是依然爱着你。。。

Labels: Fcuk Fling